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he's sitting here telling me to apologize for Oral t and admit that Ifhad done him wrong.

I broke down, thinking he was going to break up with me (I don't have the highest self-esteem). I couldn't breathe and I became nauseous. He sat there giving me a lecture about how what happened with the photos was my burden to bear, and that he had a hard time being in a relationship where lies or even half-truths were told. Again, I don't remember many specifics from back in February.

I have also just recently (as of three months ago) gotten over an eating disorder (bulimia) of five years. During his lecture I was trying so hard not to break down sobbing. I felt like trash, scum - I felt like the worst person on the planet. I was shaking violently and became nauseous, so when he finished talking, I bolted into the bathroom and gagged (didn't throw up, though). I then sat on the floor sobbing and thinking about the situation. I returned the bedroom after about ten minutes and laid down. I apologized to him for lying for whatever reason occured to me back then. He stopped me and said that he wasn't up for discussing it any further tonight. I got so angry, and I was so hurt. He said that he was tired of hearing my excuses (I was trying to explain the reasons for the shoot, and the reasons for my reaction when I got home). Then he accused me of snapping at him - that I would apologize for "whatever it was that he wanted me to apologize for". I literally didn't say that, but it's what he heard... He then continued to say that he didn't respect me for breaking down like I did. He said that it was childish and didn't help to solve anything. He said that the "stunt" I pulled with running into the bathroom and sobbing after resorting to my old habit of bulimia was immature and pointless, and that he keeps hearing lie after lie when I tell him I didn't. He said that he wasn't angry about it when he asked me about it at first, but with the way I reacted to him, it made him get fired up.

I'm so hurt right now. I don't know who's right or wrong in this. I don't know who's emotions are justified and who's aren't. I can't go back into the bedroom. I'm still sick to my stomach. I don't want to lose him, but I don't know how I can justify my actions. He just doesn't want to hear any of it.

Please help me...

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